the language of love
Friday, September 14, 2012,
have u ever felt like u r floating? it's like at 1st u know where u r going, but after a while, u start to feel doubtful? and that atrocious feelin' just refused to diminish over time. it requires more effort. while i was floating, a part of me was in denial, another part of me, was unconscious, while the other part was trying its best to understand. i dont want to be an adjudicator, neither do i want to be a bystander. i dont want to b a person who puts down the label 'SINNER' on a person. that decision, is in Allah's hands and i am in no right to interfere. i, dont want to be a reader, who reads only a phrase of a whole journal, and starts summarizing it as if i have understood the whole thing. and i, have an issue with sincerity. for what is its true meaning. yes, i have so much responsibilities towards my deen, and so much promises towards my Creator. it's time i stop floating and start trying to find my wings.
i, am a shepherd to my flock.
im in a state of trying to understand. till i found the missing pieces, i'll b on a hiatus for a while :)
till we meet again, insyaAllah, byebye peeps.
new past