im talking to myself, am i insane?
Tuesday, January 31, 2012,
have u been scrolling down ur home page on facebook or any other sites and saw all the 'fun' things ur friends did? n u go like... SERONOKNYE! NK BUAT JUGAK! or at tymes, those fun they had kindda make u feel as if ur life is BORING n LAME? they had all the fun chilling around with the opposite sex, going all out with the sexy clothes. mcm ramai je org layan dorg. ramai je opposite sex tulis dkt wall. mcm ramai j peminat. mcm havouk je life dorg kan? then u look at urself.... hmmm. mcm all the opposite. kan? lps tu terfikir.... y cant i b like them?
Syafiqah, stop there. Allah said in the Quran, through Al-An'am ;
" Dan tidaklah penghidupan dunia ini melainkan permainan dan kelalaian dan sesungguhnya negeri akhirat itu lebih baik bagi orang-orang yang bertakwa, oleh kerana itu tidakkah kamu berfikir."
yes, sometimes, i do 'slips-off' from my path. those are my weakest moments. n yes, that do makes me feels sad. but one thing for sure, benda plg susah is... MUJAHADAH NAFSU.
ps : sorrie if this post seems more like a monologue. but writing it down, helps me to built back my strength! u know, the toughest war, is battling with urself.
new past