crossing the unexpected
Thursday, January 26, 2012,
i have been wanting to write this post A LONG LONG time ago. so here it comes. some of my friends have been asking me, whether im wearing niqab (or in bahasa : PURDAH). the answer is... sometimes. on certain occasions, or places, that i think is appropriate.
i've always admire those girls on niqab. they are super brave people i tell u. but to me, im not that strong YET! im in the process of trying n hoping slowly, the guts will come. to me, niqab gives me the sense of protection. like when im travelling alone, or going to an unknown territory, n im seeking for protection, niqab provides me one. of course, the real protection is from Allah, but helps comes with effort. kan?
n i must admit, everytime when i put on the niqab, the feeling was different. i felt happier. the prob is, i havent learn how to eat with the niqab on. as i said, im in the process of learning. n i still have a few issues to encounter first before i can put it on permanently.
one day, when im completely ready, i will put it on. insyaAllah. but for the tyme being, im focusing on jage aurat yg wajib dijage 1st.
good day earthlings :)
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