i'll let u go, i wont cry. PROMISE!
Saturday, December 31, 2011,
it's time to wave mr. 2011 goodbye. honestly, im enthusiasted to meet mr.2012, but im not sure whether im ready to let mr.2011 go. to me, it has been one roller-coaster ride (well every year is). but this time, it was a little different. I believe, 2011, is the year i grew up the most. the year where i met all the wrong people, made all the wrong decisions and screw up my life. but at the same time, it's also the year where i met the right people who guided me to a better path.
when 2011 first started, i was this confused girl who believed that there's no happy ending. that true love does not exist. life was full of enjoyment, but it always ended with loneliness. it wasnt any ordinary loneliness. it was this REALLY LONELY kind of loneliness.(not sure whether u can understand).
but half-way through the year, i learnt, that as long as i have Allah, i WILL NEVER be lonely. i've learnt that, happiness is not just about enjoying life, but to live life fully in full-filling my akhirat. and i believe, im now a stronger person.
yes, 2011 has been a good tarbiyah to me. Alhamdulillah.
of course, every year, we all have this new 'azam' right?
well i have mine too.
and u know what it is?
MUJAHADAH. i want to take good care of myself. jage pergaulan, percakapan, pemakaian, semualah. plg penting... HATI! i want to focus and excel in my study, be a good daughter, and of course, a good muslim! :) i do realised, it's not the easiest thing to do, tapi as a muslim, NEVER GIVE UP RITE? yg penting, NIAT. i'll try my best. may Allah helps me. ^^
dear readers, happy stepping into a new year. may we b a better person :)
new past