no one is perfect. NO ONE
Friday, October 21, 2011,
i couldnt sleep the whole night wondering what will happen tomorrow.
will everything be ok? will tomorrow brings laughter?
it was the longest 1 hour n 10 mins of my life. my hands were trembling, and my mind was a total mess. every medical terms were juggling in my head. all the facts were jumbling here n there. all i can do was to pray hard, may Allah has mercy on me. i prayed may He makes things easier for me, instead of giving me easy things.
as i entered the crowded ward, n i was led straight to a bed right at the center of the ward, i knew, Allah has answered my prayer. when the doctor told me to inspect the abdomen, my heart leaped with joy. yes, i missed a few steps. and those were the important steps. but i guess, what's done is done. i have tried my best. what ever the outcome will be, pass or fail, it will b a good lesson to me.
n it's true what i once read,
Do not pray for easy lives. Pray to be stronger men.
John F. Kennedy
mcm nie la, JGN DOA NK BENDE MUDAH, TP DOALAH SMOGA ALLAH PERMUDAHKN URUSAN. sbb tanpa izin Allah, bnde yg MUDAH pown, boleyh rase sgt susah sekiranya Allah x izinkan. dan sekiranya Allah nk bg pertolongan, benda yg SUSAH n COMPLICATED mcm mne pown, insyaAllah, terase sng utk dlakukan. :)
happie living people. ^^
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