no one knows the pain inside.
Friday, March 18, 2011,
tadi was my first time stepping into the paed's ward. the environment was totally diff from other wards. u usually see adults on the white sheeted beds, but there, the bodies were small. yet, they were invaded by tubes. at one corner, i saw a girl attached to a cardiogram. from the reading, her heartbeat was high. her body seems weak. her eyes were shut. sitting next to her bed was a woman. nmpk tekun dye tgh berdoa. while in the next room, a 4 months baby had inguinal hernia. he has been fasting since 5 pm yesterday and will be operated today. once in a while, he cried. bile tgk, hati rse sayu. baby tu saket ke? x selesa ke? sape taw. n at that tyme, tergerak hati, tabahnye pesakit2 tuh. ade yg pakai tube, yet can still smile. sdgkan badan dorg kecik je. kite nie, yg sihat walafiat ni pown, baru diduga sikit da nak mencuke. tarek muke dekat smorg. boleyh2 nk satu dunia tahu we had a bad day. malu rase. lemahnye kite. and if u asks me, what else do i learn today, that will be, HEBATNYE KASEH SEORG IBU. nk cerite pown, x taw mcm mne. sng cte, y dont u try visiting the paed's ward. look around u. u will be amazed.
Ya Allah, kau sembuhkan lah mereka. semoga setiap penyakit yang Engkau beri adalah pengubat dosa-dosa yang lalu.
a lil note to self : when u stepped into a new place, dont only look with ur EYES, but try see things with ur HEART and BRAIN :)
new past