Monday, January 31, 2011,
makcik dtg dgn sape?
sorg.
anak xde?
ermmm....xde.
that was the conv i heard between the nurse and the nenek. (ok, kantoi i curi dgr.) she's old, weak, and worst, she's alone. i looked at mama who was standing beside me. i held her hand in mine. bru aku sdar, i was 2 bz with life all this while, smpi aku lupe, mama yang dulu memimpin tgn aku melintas jln, skrg smakin dimamah usia. her hands used 2 b so smooth, skng da kasar. there were fine wrinkles at the side of her eyes. i can see all the difficulties she has been through from her eyes. they were tired, yet still fighting 2 stay open. every muscle of her body was forced to keep on working. n i questioned myself, will i b there when she needs me? or will i b one of those people who use WORK as an excuse?
nway, today was my FIRST VISIT 2 a gov clinic! awesome weyH! i only paid RM1!!! x sangke! n the doct who checked me was my SUPER SENIOR! ok, skang maken bersemngat nk berkhidmat utk kerajaan! :D
new past