that small empty space in her heart
Tuesday, December 14, 2010,
that girl wished u would company her mom to her report card day, hoping u would be there on her prom night, n be there on her other special occasions. but through those years, u let her down. yes, she used to cry, used to wait behind the door for u to come back. ur absence was just a prove that she meant nothing to u. she grew up pretending that she cant be bothered with ur existence. but a person cant lie to herself forever. at tymes, she does wonder, does she has any significance to u and whether u have her in ur heart. and until today, through those lies, she still wishes u would come to her and tell her how much u r proud of her. and today, at 3 am in the morning, she realised, it was ur bday. she cant even remmber when was the last tyme she had ur hands in hers.
happie birthday mr. noor azman isa
yes, she has stopped waiting, u cant find her behind that door anymore. but she never stops loving u. right now, she's hoping u will reply her text. wtv it is, may Allah bless u always.
ika rindu abah.
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