Vain me
Saturday, December 15, 2012,
if u have been reading my blog, have u ever wondered what kind of vain person i am? i mean, Y R MOST OF THE PIX ARE PIX OF ME? where r my friends, families. of course i do have their pics but in a very lil amount. rite? or have u not wondered about it?
anyway, a friend once asked me,
"Hari tu kite keluar sama2 tu, asal x blog psl tu. gmba tgkp punye la bnyk"
honestly, of course i wnna blog about it. i like to talk about how nice was the day. how awesome. how i love the ukhuwah in there. and yes, i like photography. i like arts! but then, i looked at the pics, and my smile faded. guilt came all over me. mr. brain started working vigorously.
the truth is, before i posted any pix, i will have a look at it not only twice but quite a lot of times. zoom it in and out. not searching for any flaws of acne or make ups, but something bigger than that. the appropriateness of the photos to be posted. and of course, my main concern is the AURAT and PERGAULAN displayed in the pics :)
we were all brought up in a diff kind of environment. and our crowds are made of diff people. like me, i have crowds yg mmg kaki masjid/ surau, the kind who always ajak u to majlis ilmu and usrah, and i also have crowds yg diff from the one stated before. either way, these people are good people. only that, some of us, remmbers Allah more than the other. and it's the duty of a friend to keep on reminding. after all,
KWN SEJATI ADALH SAHABAT YG APABILA MELIHAT WAJAHNYA KAMU MENGINGATI ALLAH.
ya Allah, let me b one of those people.
anyway, so conclusion, if i see the pict ade my friends yg x tutup aurat ke, atau ade pix yg i rse nmpk x elok and boleh mndtgkn fitnah to her/ him, i rather not posted it. this does not only applied to my friends but also my families. im a newbies in medan dakwah n tarbiyah, but i pray Allah gave me all the strength to give my very best.
"If we LOVE our FAMILY AND FRIENDS solely becoz of Allah as we shared the same SYAHADAH, we will do our BEST to give a lift to our friend to get to JANNAH"
and yes, i love all my families and friends. x kesahla how their appearances are, each of them taught me diff lessons in life. and through those lessons, i feel the urge to find Allah and improves myself. and i prayed, that Allah opens our hearts to be better.
after all, yg mampu membolak balekkn hati, hanya Allah. kita hanya mmpu menasihati :)
so conclusion, to my dear friends, u r all awesome crowds, but i love u more than what u can imagine. and i love myself too :) i dont want my action, to lead u, or myself, away from our aim, Jannah. so the least i cn do, is to help u to pelihara ur aurat from others. i might not b able to help in real world, but in the virtual, let me do my best. insyaAllah :)
so, am i a vain person? Allah knows ones heart,and He knows mine well than i know myself :)
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