that last breath
Friday, August 10, 2012,
yesterday, i went to visit a friend. he had just loss his father. He passed away in his sleep. when i heard that news, i was like... MasyaAllah, this Ramadhan itself, i have heard so many sad news. Early this Ramadhan, I'd just loss a proff. She was a nice person, but lung cancer was unbeatable. She might loss to the fight, but im sure, she has battled her best and she's now in a much better place.
A week after that, i received a text from Potate telling me that she and her family was involved in a car accident. But alhamdulillah, besides having contusion, there was no other injury.
And two days after that (which was 2 days ago) , mama told me that abah called from Hospt Kulim. The car he was in, hit a lorry. But lucky him, he wasn't in the driver's seat while the impact was focused on the driver's seat. The car was totally smashed. They had to cut through it to bring the victims out. the driver and the other passenger passed out right after the incident. Abah was conscious all the while. Besides having 4-5 stitches in the forehead, the doctor said he was ok. but the other passenger had stitches at the back of his head and broke his ribs. one of the broken rib penetrates through his pleura causing him to have spontaneous pneumothorax. The driver's well-being is yet unknown. May Allah has mercy on him.
yesterday, before i closed my eyes, i could not stop thinking, WHAT IF THIS IS MY LAST BREATH? WILL I WAKE UP TOMORROW? AM I READY TO FACE ALLAH?
truly, this Ramadhan taught me the most valuable lesson,
I am just a BORROWER! no matter how much i love a person, or how much i treasured their presence, they are NOT MINE. when the time comes, i have to return them back to PEMILIKNYA YANG HAKIKI.
so Syafiqah, never say that u cant live without a specific person. coz u know what? u were born ALONE and u will end up ALONE 6 feets underground. letakkanlah pergantungan pada yang HAKIKI, instead of yang akan mati.
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