in the end, it's He who i look for
Friday, August 3, 2012,
today, was the day my heart beats faster and harder than any other day. it's RESULT DAY! and only Allah knows how freak-out i am. being in third year is not like my previous two years in meds school. this is the year where u r tested not only on papers, but also on skills and verbal.
when the results came out, i stared at the list, looking and searching for my name. and there, between the letter M and O, i found mine.
Alhamdulillah. ikot hati, nak sujud syukur je kat situ. so now, IM OFFICIALLY A 4TH YEAR MEDS STUDENT. one year a way from being a final year student. insyaAllah.
and of course, setelah lama mcm tikus mondok duduk bilik study je, today, i went out. bought myself a pwetty striking-pink iphone case. and of course, a good book to indulge. xpela cuti sem 2 minggu je, kalau cuti lama2 bukan medik UM tu :)
if one lesson i've learnt from this chaotic exam, that would be, NO MATTER HOW RICH U R, HOW MANY FRIENDS U HAVE, HAVE MUCH UR SO-CALLED BOYFIE LOVES U, IN THE END, U HAVE NO OTHER PLACE OR PERSON TO SEEK HELP TO EXCEPT ALLAH. The whole time, my tempat pergantungan was ONE AND ONLY, my GREAT CREATOR, ALLAH. thank u Allah for being with me. and thank u for having mercy on me. betulla org kata, kalau kita usaha untuk cari Allah, biar pon kita rasa sangat susah, insyaAllah, Allah akan dtg pada kita. and akan bagi kesenangan yang kita sendiri x sangka.
now, dah done with exams, boleh la active in da'wah again. insyaAllah :)
new past