ur laptop might shattered, but u still have to read this :)
Sunday, May 6, 2012,
the moment i put down the phone and know u were in trouble, u have no idea how heart-broken i was. the saddest part was knowing that i have no power to help. 5 bulan berlalu without me knowing how's ur life has been. and it's more dissapointing 2 know, there are times where u were about to be someone u shouldn't. i guess, i have failed from being a good friend. i havent prayed enough for u during my sujud. for that, im sorry.
but i want u to know, we might not be infront of each other, or talk on the phone as frequent as we used to, or even sending texts to each other like the old days, but Allah is always watching what we r doing. and He is always listening to our prayers. Please, be strong. life can be so hard at times and can be really hard to handle, please dont give up on life. dont do things that will ruin ur own akhirat. please... be strong.
i just want u to know, even if u feel like the whole world is turning it's back on u, please do know, there's a friend here who is still hoping for the best for u. kalau Allah izinkn, insyaAllah we gonna meet again one day. and by that time, im gonna smack u for being totally ridiculous :) till then, let's keep praying for each other. n oh, u r always welcome to my open house for raya. u know that aite ^^
"Ya Allah, aku serahkn sahabatku ini kepadaMu, sesungguhnya Engkau adalah penjaga yang terbaik. Lindungilah dan sayangilah dia. Berikanlah dia kekuatan dan kesabaran agar dia tidak putus asa mencari cinta-Mu. Amiin."
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