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mr.heart, dont give up. she needs u!
Wednesday, March 7, 2012,


today, for my wardround, i presented a patient with total anomalous pulmonary venous return (TOPVR). pansystolic-murmurs, with palpable p2 and bibasal lungs crepitations. 

tell the patient, whatever she does, dont get pregnant. it's high risk. her mortality rate increases to 50% during delivery. 
proff, can we correct her by giving heart transplant?
in her condition, even her lungs are effected. if u wana fix her u need to find a donor for lungs too. it's hard enough to find a heart donor, u think u can find a person that will donates his heart and lungs too?
if we only do cardiac transplant?
then, she will start developing pulmonary hypertension. and there's possibility, her lungs might explode. 

so there i stood, dumb-founded. she's only 27. only 5 years older than me, and here the consultant was asking me to break the bad news to her. that there's actually NOTHING i can do to help her. do u know that normal mortality rate during delivery is only 0.0023%, but look at her numbers. she sat weakly on the bed with branula attached to the dorsum of her right hand, and nasal prong stuck into her nose. yet, she's still smiling. but here i am, COMPLAINING when god tests me with the smallest thing.  FROWNING when some of the things in life do not turn out the way i want it 2 be. CRIED for the stupidest reasons. syafiqah, it's time u learnt to be thankful.

thank u Allah for this encounter. thank you for opening my eyes. 

life is more than just having good things, life is also about appreciating. 

new past
mr.heart, dont give up. she needs u!
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today, for my wardround, i presented a patient with total anomalous pulmonary venous return (TOPVR). pansystolic-murmurs, with palpable p2 and bibasal lungs crepitations. 

tell the patient, whatever she does, dont get pregnant. it's high risk. her mortality rate increases to 50% during delivery. 
proff, can we correct her by giving heart transplant?
in her condition, even her lungs are effected. if u wana fix her u need to find a donor for lungs too. it's hard enough to find a heart donor, u think u can find a person that will donates his heart and lungs too?
if we only do cardiac transplant?
then, she will start developing pulmonary hypertension. and there's possibility, her lungs might explode. 

so there i stood, dumb-founded. she's only 27. only 5 years older than me, and here the consultant was asking me to break the bad news to her. that there's actually NOTHING i can do to help her. do u know that normal mortality rate during delivery is only 0.0023%, but look at her numbers. she sat weakly on the bed with branula attached to the dorsum of her right hand, and nasal prong stuck into her nose. yet, she's still smiling. but here i am, COMPLAINING when god tests me with the smallest thing.  FROWNING when some of the things in life do not turn out the way i want it 2 be. CRIED for the stupidest reasons. syafiqah, it's time u learnt to be thankful.

thank u Allah for this encounter. thank you for opening my eyes. 

life is more than just having good things, life is also about appreciating. 

new
past

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Dr Nurul Syafiqah Noor Azman.


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"O people, I was advising you, and it does not mean I'm the best person among you, not even the most righteous among you. Really, I will have lots to exceed the limits for myself. I could not trapped, with perfect, nor bring it in accordance with the obligations of obeying his Lord. If a Muslim does not give advice to his brother except when he becomes a perfect person, there would be no advice providers. Will be a small number of people who want to give a warning and will not have people who preach in the way of Allah 'Azza wa Jalla, no one asked to be obedient to Him, nor prohibited from him. "
-imam Hassan Al Basri-

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