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-saidina Ali Bin Abi Talib-



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i might cry the whole night, but i know i'll b ok by morning.
Friday, January 13, 2012,


i know it's childish n immature to be removing people from my friend's list on fb. but i have to do what i believe is good for me. even how much i would like to believe that i am strong enough to fight temptations, but i know im not. n that's the reason, why im removing him. i've been hiding his activity from my homepage since 2 weeks ago. but yet, i just cant help thinking of saying hi when i saw him on9. n god knows how hard i restrained myself. yes, he is just a best-friend. but then, i used to b so close to him. used to take him as my guardian angel, my walking-stick and my greatest supporter. but then, he is still a GUY. n when i said i aimed to jage my pergaulan, it puts no exception to anyone. i have to draw my boundaries to all guys. and that includes him. i admit, it took a long time of thinking whether i should remove him or not. it might sounded easy, but trust me, it's not. i guess, i was scared. what if, i disappeared from his memories? he made me feel so imprtant all this while n im scared to loose that feeling. im not ready, to loose my one and only guy best friend. but then, what he said ysterday, startled me. 

knape kau mcm xnk bckp dgn aku? da xnk kwn aku eh?
kan kau kate kau nk jage pergaulan, so i believe, this is where we should start. kite xde bnde penting nk ckp, that's y im not saying anything. im respecting you.

how he sounded so matured. how he made me think.i was so embarrassed with myself. how can i b so weak? i was touched, by what he said. lepas fikir2, i realized, it's never easy to do what's right. but it's never impossible. if doing what's right, puts me in a position where i might loose a friend, then i guess, i just have to b strong and opt for doing what's right. after all, a good friend, is a person who helps u 2 do what's right. n the right thing for both of us, is of course to b someone better. to find ways to b closer to Allah. by that, we should never cross the line and boundaries HE has drew.

yes, yesterday, i lost a friend from my fb friend's list, but i knew, i just found a true friend. 
and what he said yesterday, made me respect him more than i ever did. 

arigato tomodachi!

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