SYAFIQAH'S

dont stop if u know u should be moving

Friday, January 6, 2012,

a person said to me :

skrg budget jadi USTAZAH FACEBOOK. status2 nk agama je, nk nasihat org konon. padehal, diri sendiri x betol.

*sigh* Allah je tahu, how it hurts. am i doing the right thing? btol ke ape dye ckp? should i stop here?

it's true, saya x sempurna. banyak khilaf. in fact, the person criticizing me, might be 1000 times better than me. but, should i stop? after taking a long time to think, the answer is... NO! nak tawu knape? sbb... tugas dakwah tu is tugas ALL MUSLIMS. itu tanda kasih syg kite to each other, by reminding one another. Alhamdulillah, to make me feel better, i had a discussion with my naqibah. i found the answer, which to me, soothed my sadness completely. in the Quran, it's written clearly;

Wahai org yg berselimut! bangunlah, lalu berilah PERINGATAN! dan AGUNGKANLAH TUHANmu, dan bersihkanlah pakaianmu, dan TINGGALKANLAH segala perbuatan yang keji, dan janganlah engkau memberi dengan maksud memperoleh balasan yang lebih banyak. Dan kerana TUHANmu, BERSABARLAH. -Al-Mudassir ; 1-7

masya-Allah. it's true what people said, jalan dakwah ni, SUSAH. obstacles banyak. hanye insan2 yg hatinya benar2 mencintai Allah, will have the strength to go through it. Syafiqah, try and ask urself, how much is ur LOVE towards ur religion. if u love it with all ur heart, then proves it. jadi kuat sikit. (ini basically is monolog luaran ok).

Imam Hasan Al-Basri once said :

Sesungguhnya apabila aku menasihati kamu, bukanlah bererti akulah yang terbaik dalam kalangan kamu, bukan juga yang paling soleh dalam kalangan kamu, kerana aku juga pernah melampaui batas untuk diri sendiri. Seandainya seseorang itu hanya dapat menympaikan dakwah apabila dia sempurna, nescaya tidak akan ada pendakwah, maka akan jadi sedikitlah orang yang memberi peringatan.

conclusion, i know how imperfect i am. but i'm trying to b a better person. infact, everyone is. i do realised, im not an angel. i have weaknesses and flaws. i can be really weak some times and i do fall for temptations. but i believe, as long as i try, Allah is there to help me. n i also believe, that we should be helping one another. but still, thank u for menegur. insyaAllah, i will try to improve myself. :)

jaoh lagy jalan tarbiyah, x layak rsenye jd ustazah. tppppp, doaknla ye. seronok jgak kalu dapat jdi doktor + ustazah. amiin :)