till death do us apart
Saturday, December 17, 2011,
i have been having this weird cough for the past 3 weeks. demam for a week, then ok. but then, last friday, demam start balek. all the doctor said was, my throat was inflammed. but last nite, i woke up at 3 am, with the worst feeling ever. i could hardly lift my head. my whole body was cramping. i tried calling for mama, but my voice would not come out. luckily ade phone, so call mama. she spent the whole nite awake, taking care of me. it felt as if someone was stabbing my head with a sharp knife.
currently, i have no voice. at moments like this, baru tersedar, how precious it is to be able to talk. skrg, mngaji pown x keluar suare. the whole day, tidur, bgn, makan ubat, and tidur balek. that's all. my whole body is aching.
i believe, semua yg terjadi, adalah tarbiyah. smlm, i realised, berape besarnya kasih ibu. i wonder, bile mama sakit nanty, will i do the same thing she did for me last nite? will i stay awake by her side? through losing my voice, i now realised, how precious it is.
smoga, kesakitan ini penghapus dosa2 yg lalu.
doakn sy cepat smbuh ye. doakn i get my voice back. mcm mne nk clerk patient kalu xde suare.
new past