SHE is a superhero!
Thursday, November 24, 2011,
im currently in my 3rd posting, which is.... O&G. i've been dreaming of being a specialist in O&G since i was 11. now that i'm in this posting, going through the works behind the majestic name, my zest grew stronger. yup, the workload is ASTONISHINGLY A LOT, compared to the last 2 postings i've been through. in a week, i have 2 on-calls, tutorials every morning, and classes for hours! but still, i guess, this is where my heart and passion belongs to. so no, im not complaining.
nway, Alhamdulillah, i've just finished my on-call a few minutes ago. my 1st day of on-call..... in the labour room. watching how those women shouted and sweating in pain, straining and pushing their best to get the baby out, i just cant help from feeling how sinful i am towards my mom. it's easy to feel unsatisfied about things, to go againts what ur mom said, and to ignore ur mom. to hurt their feelings, might be the easiest thing to do on earth, but have u ever wonder how difficult it was for her to just bring us to earth? u can c it through videos in youtube on normal deliveries. u can c how painful it was. but still, the video is NOTHING compared to the real event. and Alhamdulillah, i was given the chance to watch it first hand.
bile tgk baby2 tu lahir, i terfikir. waktu kite lahir, dlm tgn kite tergenggam satu amanah, satu tugas. lahirnya seorang bayi, maksudnya lahirlah seorang KHALIFAH. tapi.... berapa bnyk antara kite menjaga amanah tu ye? this question is dedicated to myself too.
teringat firman Allah dalam Al-Quran,
“ Dan tidaklah Aku menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan supaya mereka menyembahKu." -Az Zariyat, 56-
mama, terima kasih sbb bertahan utk lahirkan kaklong. terime kaseh sbb x putus asa waktu kesakitan tu makan diri mama sendiri. terima kasih sebab bagi kakak peluang jadi anak mama. semoga tersedia satu pintu syurga untuk mama di akhirat nanti. amiin.
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