sail away
Monday, October 24, 2011,
first day of PCM posting. ohhhh.
started the day at 6.30 am. i dont know for what reason, i was appointed as the group leader. omg! at first i thought they were joking whey they said out my name. but then..... they were COMPLETELY serious.
honestly, im scared to hold any jawatan. sebab? setiap jawatan yg kite pgg, is amanah. a trust. not something u can play around with. regardless how small and insignificant the position u r holding, but as long as u r in it, people have certain expectations on u. and the last thing i want to do, is to dissapoint my group mate. xpela, setiap bnde yg terjadi, bersebab. maybe, this is my opportunity to teach myself to be more responsible. to give my very best. insyaAllah.
and i do realise, if anytime i have any difficulties, i can always turn to Allah. im sure, He will be there to listen and help.
teringat doa ketika solat Dhuha :
Ya Allah, sekiranya ada rezekiku di langit maka turunkanlah; dan jika ada rezekiku di Bumi, maka keluarkanlah; dan jika SUKAR maka PERMUDAHKANlah, dan jika ianya HARAM maka BERSIHkanlah, dan jika ia JAUH maka perDEKATkanlah, dan jika ia DEKAT maka perMUDAHkanlah; dengan kebenaran Dhuha-Mu, keagungan, keindahan, kekuatan dan kekuasaan-Mu. Amiin.
may everything turns out well. insyaAllah.
new past