1stly, thanx to ira, (nnty mention my name kat blog u plak eh. ha8) sbb suro i read this one blog. more specifically one post. mule2 i was like, XNKLA, MLS NK BCE, MSTY MEREPEK2 PUNYE. tp ntah mcm mne, tgn ni terclick jgak link tu. n i was like dumbfounded. Alhamdulillah, hati tergerak utk bukak. Alhamdulillah jugak, penulis tu tulis mcm tu. :) i was once, in her shoes. 

ingt lgy, when i was small (small here means younger kay, honestly, i was never small), i was big in size. standard one dulu, obesity. amek kaw. pgy skola, dpn gate lg ade org jerit2 BADAK DTG!!! nk pakai bju lawa2 pown xleyh. idk what happened, tp bile nk masok skola mnengah, da turun sikit. xla kurus, but da boley pakai lawa2 sikit la kan. da boley pakai bju size yg mmg utk my age kan. kalu darjah satu dulu, kna pakai bju budak 12 tawn j. lps diet2 lgy, da boley muat smpai size S kan. mmg happie thp cipan la kan! tp, mama tegas. mama slalu ingtkn, wanita yg da baligh (ok, rse pelik gune this word. like tuwe2 like that), kna tutup aurat. n to me, aurat means pakai tudung. itu j. shallow kan? so i was like, pakai fikir cover kpale je, baju ketat xpe.suar skinny pown cun. lgy2, kalu dpt beli size XS, lgy la bangge nk byr kat kaunter kan. ha3 :) fashion kan. gmbar fb pown nk beria kan. of course. msty nk tunjuk sume yg i da x segajah dulu. mmg bangge. lgy2 ble org komen kate lawa sume kan. lgy2 bile org kate : Da lawa la skang! style plak tu atau I LIKE UR STYLE. DIFF.  oh kembang2 trus.

satu hari hati ni terketuk. tersoal diri sndiri, despite all those praises and attentions, knape haty x tenang? so i started utk cari. let me tell u, proses mencari, x susah pown. tp utk amalkn, ape yg da djumpai, hanye Allah yg tahu susahnye. but at last, i decided, ORG YG ADE ILMU TP X MENGAMALKNNYA ADALAH ORG YG RUGI. btowl. so i start changing the way i wear my tudung. mungkin org nmpk, SYAFIQAH DAH HILANG SENSE OF FASHIONS. ha3. xpela. jujo i said, im peaceful this way. rase terpelihara. my sense of fashion, biar suami i j taw nnty (asek ckp psl marriage j. ehehehehehe). nk make up2, nk hias2, tp biala utk org yg btol, insan yg BERANI memiliki kte dgn jln yg diredhai. :) tp dont get me wrong. doesnt mean u need 2 b ugly n messy. Islam x suke bnde kotor. Islam itu sendiri, cantek dan indah. berhias la dgn care yg telah digariskn. me myself, is still in the learning process of doing so. :)