i just want u to know who i am
Wednesday, May 4, 2011,
semalam was a disaster. i cried so hard till my head ache and my eyes turned all swollen. terase intracranial pressure increases to the max. tgk calendar pown da taw, skang tgh saat2 genting for me as a girl. i hate PMS. i hate how the hormones turn my jolly day upside down. x cukop dgn tu, exam is just like 5 days away. bnyk sgt nk cover! i spent HOURS infront of my table, reading n burying my head in the notes. but yet, the brain feels empty. dah dekat 2 minggu i've been burning the midnite oil. tdo pown around 6 am, after subuh. smlm plak, tdo pkol 8 am, bgn pkol 10 am. badan sgt leteyh, otak sgt saket. seriouslie. slalu mcm nie, stress2 nie, mase tu la nk teringt org jaoh la, ape la. makin worsen kan keadaan. da brape hari da thn nk nanges. last2 smlm it burst out.
u yg kat dublin tu, im really sorrie for the mean things i said yesterday. today after the suboh prayer, when i flashed back the things i said, i felt so silly and dumb. skang x taw mcm mne nk face u. i know u meant well, tp smlm mmg u were my punching bag. smua penat + stress + mood swing punye effect i hentam kat u. im awfully sorrie. sorrie sbb tmbah ur stress. u da la nk exam kan? do ur best. doa kite same2 end up a good doct ye. still, thanx for being patience.
if there's another person i owe a special thanks to, tht will b... HENSEM (name asal : gemok) . terime kaseh sbb dgr aku mmbebel ntah ape2. walopon da pkol 4 pagi kan. terime kaseh buat aku gelak. dlm mase 5 hari nie, ready je la dgn phone ko eh. u know i need u extremely rite now kan. nnty abes exam aku bg ko anugerah bestie terbaek.
syafiqah, sikit lgy, tahan la. adoi! xpela saket sikit, kate, gagah. tp...setiap ari pown rse nk nanges. hish. mmg stress level ni mnyakitkn aty. tula, slalu lupe Allah tu ade. hish.
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