a PRINCESS dont let others RULE her!
Wednesday, April 20, 2011,
Lately, aku slalu tgk dye sedeyh. i hate the most bile handphone dye berbunyi, bile dye pgy tmpt laen utk jwb. when she comes back, sure mate sembam. i know, haty dye terluke. been there, done that. i know, how much it hurts. and everytime i saw her eyes turned glassy, or whenever i saw tears pooling in them, my heart breaks. if only, i can help her to ease the pain. if only, i can say things to make her feel good. kenape, the people i love, slalu hati dorg diuji? i know the answer. bcoz, Allah has grant me with strong people as my company. sbb tu, ujian dorg berat2. even through the tears, i can see she's trying the best to build up her strength.
to me, u r more than just a friend. when im with u, da rse mcm adek bradek (u r my unni la eyh, sbb ko lahir 6 bulan lgy awl dari aku). aku nk ckp, aku x suke tgk ko sedeyh. n if i could turn bck the tyme, i wished things were diff for u. kalu ko dtg bilik aku nanges, aku snyap, bkn sbb aku nympah nk pujok ko, tp sbb aku takot aku slh ckp. sbb aku taw, whatever i said, xkn same dgn ape yg ko rse. i know, what u r going through, is not easy. tp aku doakan, smoga Allah kuatkn ko, n smoge setiap ujianNya, jd pghapus dosew2 yg lalu. n to me, xde sape boley tentukn sape LAYAK utk sape, sbb kite BUKAN tuhan. smoge lepas perit2 yg ko lalui, u learnt something. n im sure, the right person for u, is out there waiting for u at the end of the line. but for the tyme being, bersabar la ye. may the wound heals fast. mungkin, pada fizikal, ko x nmpk mcm what people label MUSLIMAH, well, so do i. tp hati ko sgt baik. regardless la merepek jadah ape ko suke ckp kat aku. i dont want anything about u 2 change, unless things that makes u a better person pd pandangan Allah, bkn pndangan manusia. sbb... AKU SUKE KWN NGN KO, jd aku nk kwn ngn ko smpai AKHIRAT, kalu boleyh, smpai ke JANNAH. n i believe, a nice person like u, deserves a happy ending. sng cite, SARANGHAEYO!
kalu diizin Allah, let's dont let go of one another.
u know who u r.
♥
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