end point of one ten
Friday, December 31, 2010,
i could hear the sound of fireworks exploding in the atmosphere. cant remember when was the last tyme i watched them. now, sitting on my bed, im still awed by the sound of them bursting in the night sky. yes, im blowing off mr. 2010. to put the whole year in words and stringing them into sentences, are impossible. it has been a great year though. Alhamdulillah for, the lessons learnt, true friends that i've found, nemesis who taught me to b stronger, failures that opened my eyes into my weaknesses, and the loss that taught me that, nothing lasts. n it hits me now, each day counts. n i've learnt that, it's ok to b broken, scared, ruined, crushed or even weak. coz at one point, we all are. n all these things that we usually called weaknesses are the things that gonna make us stronger once, we r able to pass through them. i'm still not ok with the fact that my own flesh n blood broke my heart. but i should thank him for doing so. coz rite now, i should tell u, im more resistance 2 heart break. it wont hurts that much anymore if any douche bag comes n break me now. i'm done saying im stronger now, coz half way through, im not sure of it anymore. but i must say, i'm wiser now (well, hope so. hahaaha). for that, praise Allah. no! praise HIM for everything!
to all, HAPPIE NEW YEAR. have a blessed one.
n oh, should i add, i bumped into my high school crush today??!! he's lookin' hotter than ever! (ade haty kat dye since form 1 ok!)
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