do u still love me?
Monday, December 6, 2010,
i know u r in pain, count me in too. but at least, u could shout them out loud. u r free to be angry at it. while i dont. well, i cant. u taught me, to keep things inside. to only listen, n never say anything back. im so use of that, till i dont know how to say my mind out to u.
even thought deep in me, there's so many things i want to share with u. n the only thing i could think of doing right now is, ignore everything. pretend that whatever is happening right now is not affecting me at all. that's y, i've been running lately. in a way, im just being a coward. to me, life is not being fair enough.
i'm really sorrie.
i miss the old u. the one who talks to me before tugging me into bed. the person who makes me feel safest when im with. but i do realise, things changed, people changed. n i accept that. i pray hard, things will get better one day. everything will be ok again.
but for now, i want you to know, one thing that will never change, till the end of time, i will always love u.
new past