From mama, to Iqtidar
Tuesday, July 7, 2015,
My dear Muhammad Iqtidar Syafaliq B Muhammad Nor Izzudin,
For years to come, if u ever wonder the story behind ur name.
Here it is :
Iqtidar means energy and strength
I've been calling u iqtidar since u were only 10 weeks old in my womb
Bcoz a name, is infact a prayer.
Alhamdulillah u have lived up to the name.
U were wit me when i had to climb up pts bed for cpr in my 2nd and 3rd trimester. U were with me when i hav to climb up n down the stairs to cover 2 wards alone (6th and 8th floor) bcoz there were dengue outbreak.
U were strong when i hav to do my night shift alone in the labour room at 36 weeks.
And alhamdulillah u stayed strong even when i only had my meal once per day (at 10pm, after work)
U were infact, my strength from Allah.
Thank u for being strong. Thank u for being the best gift ever.
Truth is, i cant write enough of how special u r to me.
May u stay strong and keep on living up to ur name, insyaAllah :)
Here, my fav pict of us so far ;)
Sunday, September 7, 2014,
i havent posted anything for a long time
first post as a DR :)
Saturday, May 10, 2014,
I guess, i've been long gone :) how time flies. the last time i wrote something in this page, I was seeking for prayers from all of u dear readers, may Allah ease my exam. and Alhamdulillah He answered those prayers.
Now, as im writing this, im no longer a medical student, im now officially a doctor :)
Truth is, there are SO MANY things to tell, yet, right now, im having mind block. maybe next time, insyaAllah.
either way, thank u dear readers, for praying for me, may Allah ease ur path too. in the end, may we all meet in Jannah.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014,
Currently, racing with time. SO MANY things to shere, TOO LITTLE time.
7 weeks till final
Ya Rabb, help me
Red roses, blue violet
Monday, January 6, 2014,
The prophet Muhammad SAW, was an excellent example of a good, honourable husband. Not only he helped his wives with the house chores, he constantly surprised them with gifts and presents. MasyaAllah. It's true, it's the nature of a girl, to like being surprised with gifts and presents. Even if it is just a small sweet. It's not the price that matter, it's the thought.
Yesterday, was the first time ever i received a bouquet of real flowers, and yes, it was a nice surprise. Tq.
Tuesday, December 31, 2013,
it's the new-year eve. here i am sitting at my study table, finding the mood to start my case-summary. practically begging for kerajinan. ha8. nway, since morning, as i scrolled down my fb page, people wer greeting farewell to 2013. some posted about their resolutions. well, i believe, i should do one too.
so this time, bye bye miss 2013. yes, 2013 is a lady.
reflecting on the things that has happened :
1) Alhamdulillah, Allah has covered a lot of my weaknesses from the human eyes. For some reason, this year, i have been invited to b the speaker to a lot of 'majlis ilmu'. mainly to train the new naqib/ naqibah. something, that i have never imagined i will be given a chance to do.
2) Allah has tested some of our brothers n sisters in Pahang with the flood. May Allah gives strength to them. But Alhamdulillah, He gave me the chance to get involved in the 'Gerakan Bantuan' to help these flood victims.
3) Of course no one can forget the controversial election we had. If every year, all i did was ignoring the election, not even knowing who were involved in it, this year, i got involved with the campaign process. (which party i was in? secret. ha7) i was part of the medical team, performing the free medical check-up. again, thank u Allah for this wonderful opportunity.
4) Given the trust to be a NAQIBAH.
5) I assisted in minor OT. I sutured patients' hand, foot, and NECK! ha7. applied POP, and used the diathermy.
6) i first met and got engaged with my fiance. *wink*
many things have happened. i have done a lot of things that i am ashamed of, and tons of things that im proud of. either way, i have to thank Allah for all these wonderful lessons.
so what is my new year resolutions? honestly, all i have in my mind, is to pass my exams and be a better muslim. The one who is beneficial to my family and the ummah. in simpler words, im planning to do better for the coming years. may Allah gives me strength.
and may Allah gives u strength and guidance too. insyaAllah. happy new year.
a little escape
Wednesday, December 25, 2013,
15th December, we had our college's dinner. i dont have much to talk about, the dinner was.... urm okla. despite the fact that the waiter was really bad, siap tercurah air on me, and forced my friend to finish her drink just so he could pick up the glasses -___-" the nite started completely on the wrong side of life. ha8. i would even label it as disastrous! luckily, i have my girls. so, sume yg bad pon turned up awesome in the end. Alhamdulillah :)
so, this was what i wore (minus the flower crown) :
i bought this dress for my engagement, but then my mom did not like it. so i ended up keeping it for dinner :)
my calyxian @ seserian :) :
fellow people who has make my life extra-ordinary.
my choo-chiey-pulp, my llama, my P.I.A.H :)
they are my meds school morphine :)
so, even though everything started badly and i really thought im gonna have the worst dinner of my life, Allah turned everything 360 degrees. i had major fun! i was smiling from ear-to-ear.
and i hope, like really hope, like sky-high hope, that this will b my last dinner as a medical student.
next time i attend another dinner, let me attend as a doctor. pretty please. insyaAllah.
for some reason, i feel like my grammar n vocabs and everything are totally smashed and broken in this entry. forgive me for that.
Tuesday, December 17, 2013,
Ola peeps. For some reason, im getting lazier to update anything now. Mayb banyak benda is running wildly in my head. Nway, again, this is such a late post!!!! 1st December, something HUGE happened!!!! Someone had her convo day. Which of course, i cant attend. *sigh*
YAY!!!! Congrats NURUL SYAHIRAH NOOR AZMAN!!! Yes, it's my younger sister's convo day.
"Awat adek da convo kakak x convo2 lagi???" If this is the question u hav in ur head, this is the answer to that :
"Inila akibatnya amek medik. Bertahun2 lamanya ha. Sampai janggut2"
Anyway, im not mengeluh. Im so very thankful (itu dia susunan ayat yg merepek) that i was chosen to be in meds school. InsyaAllah my time will come. Wait for it people :)
A short update
Monday, December 16, 2013,
Robe and scroll
Sunday, November 24, 2013,
This is infact, a very late post.
The thing about being 23 is that, most of ur friends have taken another step in life, while u r still stuck in the same place. No, im not taking about marriage, but graduation. It's really awesome to see my friends in their graduation robe. Awwwww im so jealous. But hey, my time will come. InsyaAllah.
Congrats to u too :D
U always told me, u want to b beneficial to the ummah. InsyaAllah., i know u will b one. I will always pray for u in my sujud :)
So syafiqah, it's ur turn plak to finish what u hav started. And honestly, im getting tired. This journey is just too long. 5 years. It's like im stuck in a capsule when everything around me is changing and revolving. And i, im still in the same place. But then, a muslim, NEVER GIVES UP! They take challenges and beat all the odds.
“Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yg paling tinggi derajatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman” - 3:139